Oh man I can't be happier for this year to end! It has been such a rollercoaster of events that I will be so glad to just wave good-bye and never look back. Always seems when things go perfectly right...something comes right behind it to make it perfectly WRONG. What I will never understand is that it has to hit all at once. Trying to wait for that rescue boat so you don't drown, is incredibly stressful. I'm incredibly thankful for my parents, if it weren't for them we really would have drowned! It's a great time to count our blessings and know that no matter what, it will work out. BJ got a new job, not the greatest, nor does it have the best hours, BUT, we have an income and insurance so we can at least sleep a little easier at night. He loves it, so we will try to make due until I can start working full time again. A lot of changes are going to be happening next year and I have never been so unsure of my future, but I do know that i'm ready for the ride. All I can really do is BELIEVE and go with the flow.
On a lighter note, Chloe is growing strong. I feel her all the time! She is a little over a pound now and has such an amazing personality already. It's almost as if she knows we are listening and watching her. All of her sonogram pictures she has to show me her feet and this one I swear she's kissing us. Good thing is, we do know that Chloe will be Chloe and not turn in to Zachary.. They confirmed it again at my latest drs. appointment. So once we get our finances settled and find out whether or not we can stay in our home we can actually start getting her room together...hopefully that will be soon.
